Whew! I did not encounter her that day! Too bad someone asked me today about what I want in my future which all relates back to her. Who knew that she was all I wanted back than. So many years have past. So many years wasted. Forever stuck I suppose.

No more dreams of late though I don't know why. I thought the last time I saw her, I was over her. Perhaps I am just resigned to my fate. Yet when I close my eyes, I can see her clearly as if it were yesterday in spite of having a bad memory.

I have been having all these strange dreams recently. I guess I seem to run into her about once a year and I'm almost due for another encounter. For which as usual, I will do nothing since I really can't do anything without making it worse...