Amusing. She'll might suspect but she will never really know. And she'll get married.
I suppose I left no choice to her. But I did do the right thing no matter how hard it was.
Wonderful or Not So Wonderful World of Spiff
Sunday, February 12, 2006
Sunday, February 05, 2006
Be careful what you wish for. It might come true.
I don't know whether I regret saying what I said. It was too much information and it might have leaked to her. But at least I knew what I was getting into by getting a warning.
And although it's been at least 15 months since the last encounter, surprising how much impact it has. Yet the more important one has not surfaced in several years unlike before.
Those eyes just pierce me. Make me feel transparent. She looks into me and we realize there is nothing there.
Seems the best and right thing is to remain on course. It's most the logical thing to do.
Oh how I need to return to Nice and be reminded of why 'you are you'. To sit on the stony beach, sit on a chair, close my eyes and breath
I don't know whether I regret saying what I said. It was too much information and it might have leaked to her. But at least I knew what I was getting into by getting a warning.
And although it's been at least 15 months since the last encounter, surprising how much impact it has. Yet the more important one has not surfaced in several years unlike before.
Those eyes just pierce me. Make me feel transparent. She looks into me and we realize there is nothing there.
Seems the best and right thing is to remain on course. It's most the logical thing to do.
Oh how I need to return to Nice and be reminded of why 'you are you'. To sit on the stony beach, sit on a chair, close my eyes and breath