Wonderful or Not So Wonderful World of Spiff

Saturday, September 03, 2005

New Order - Regret

Maybe I've forgotten the name and the address
Of everyone I've ever known
It's nothing I regret
Save it for another day
It's the school exam and the kids have run away
I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain of my wounded heart
I was upset you see
Almost all the time
You used to be a stranger
Now you are mine
I wouldn't even trust you
I've not got much to give
We're dealing in the limits
And we don't know who with
You may think that I'm out of hand
That I'm naive, I'll understand
On this occasion, it's not true
Look at me, I'm not you
I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain of my wounded heart
I was a short fuse
Burning all the time
You were a complete stranger
Now you are mine
I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain about my wounded heart
Just wait till tomorrow
I guess that's what they all say
Just before they fall apart
Maybe I've forgotten the name and the address
Of everyone I've ever known
It's nothing I regret
Save it for another day
It's the school exam and the kids have run away
I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain of my wounded heart
I was upset you see
Almost all the time
You used to be a stranger
Now you are mine
I wouldn't even trust you
I've not got much to give
We're dealing in the limits
And we don't know who with
You may think that I'm out of hand
That I'm naive, I'll understand
On this occasion, it's not true
Look at me, I'm not you
I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain of my wounded heart
I was a short fuse
Burning all the time
You were a complete stranger
Now you are mine
I would like a place I could call my own
Have a conversation on the telephone
Wake up every day that would be a start
I would not complain about my wounded heart
Just wait till tomorrow
I guess that's what they all say
Just before they fall apart

Wednesday, August 10, 2005

Wedding-itis! Two weddings in two weeks is too much! Although they weren't bad, I'm too tired now!!!

Unfortunately it looks like I have other things to attend to for each weekend for the rest of the month!!!

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Survived Level 1. Now Level 2. Woohoo!

Tuesday, June 28, 2005

The suspense is over. She is gone as expected. Strangely I'm not mad but relieved.

Sunday, June 26, 2005

What an eventful week. Today is the first day in almost a week that I've been really at home. Saw Batman Begins one day with a high school friend, went out for dinner with two different sets of high school friends after that, got another wedding invitation and had a wedding to go to.

And that wedding was a strange day. There was the nightmare of getting there with the 15 minute for the elevator either way up/down, the 10 minute wait for the car that I reserved, getting lost up in the middle of nowhere (that's where the church was located), my ipod's itrip being a pain by getting jammed or producing a staticy response, chatting with people from undergrad who I never met before (except one, I had never seen before though was aware of two of them), the wedding reception just ending suddenly with a mass exodus and bypassing 2 accidents on the way home (which really clogged up traffic).

And yet again, I am really having JK and AF on the mind especially with a recent JK photo.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

When I had dinner a week ago with 2 undergrad friends, can't believe one of them mention how CN is yet again knocked up with a boy on the way. Plus that Helen is getting married - I nearly laughed at that one. It still seems quite hilarious to me - how she found a guy, I'll never know. I guess anyone can found someone.

Benefit is CN won't be around.
On Friday, a name from undergrad came up because KL was wondering whether to invite her to invite her to a wedding or not. Thinking not since she didn't invite KL.

For some reason, I ended up looking her up, found her blog and read all the entries. I really underestimated her. I always thought she was strange, mainly because of her dress and the fact that she seemed to appear at the oddest of times out of the middle of nowhere. There was always that sense that she was really trying a bit too hard to get know me, more than a friend. Definitely more than just someone you just met. If someone tries that hard, I do question their motivation and if it's something I can't or not interested in, best I left them on their own.

Anyhow I saw her for the first time in years a year ago, pregnant and married, but still looking the same - no, not that other person. Anyhow this girl seems a lot like me in a lot of ways, particularly her life challenges. Which is why I guess I feel I severely underestimated her. I suppose I could have been nicer to her but than if she was after what was not impossible, perhaps it was the best as it was for all the others.