Wonderful or Not So Wonderful World of Spiff

Monday, April 28, 2003

Questions....

1) What do I want to do with my life?

Not sure. Consulting or investment banking would be nice but both are in the dumpster at the moment. And what the firm offers internally blows chunks as well. And the stuff I do now is unappreciated with crappy pay and crappy hours.

2) Have you grown darker over the years?

Oh yes, definitely! JK and UT definitely made me dark. Virtually feel like Annakin Skywalker becoming Darth Vader in joing the Dark Side.

3) Do I want to be married?

At the moment, probably not. Why would I want a ball and chain instead soaring freely like a bird? I get to travel, not have to worry about kids or having someone to report to (or blow all the cash away on shopping for clothes) and otherwise have a cool lifestyle. Why do something just because everyone else is going it - if everyone jumps off a bridge, do I do it too? Of course not. I rather be independent and think for myself. Now if I could only pay off the student loans off.

4) Anyone I think about recently?

Sure I thought about HP but decided it was a bad idea. Why bother when you know the other person will be just out to change you and can't accept you for who you are.