Be careful what you wish for. It might come true.

I don't know whether I regret saying what I said. It was too much information and it might have leaked to her. But at least I knew what I was getting into by getting a warning.

And although it's been at least 15 months since the last encounter, surprising how much impact it has. Yet the more important one has not surfaced in several years unlike before.

Those eyes just pierce me. Make me feel transparent. She looks into me and we realize there is nothing there.

Seems the best and right thing is to remain on course. It's most the logical thing to do.

Oh how I need to return to Nice and be reminded of why 'you are you'. To sit on the stony beach, sit on a chair, close my eyes and breath