The events of March 11 and April 1 have left me agape. I would have never guessed at the beginning of the year that I would not only encounter her but get to talk with her and settle things somewhat. Except she still has that power over me. I still got to wonder what I did wrong and what I could do to fix it. At least she knows how I feel and how deeply I feel. Still I can't help wonder about what could have been.

Some lucky guy out there better realize what they have and never be as foolish as I to let her go.