Hmm. Been thinking of JK again. Strangely I hadn't been thinking of her until someone else carelessly mentioned her today. Argghh! I hate having her in my head. I hate the illogic of it all. I hate the fact she has this perpetual hold over me.

It's not logical to like someone you barely know. It's not logical that she would like you for the same reason. It's not logical even when you're pretty sure the two of you are similar in many ways. It's not logical when the two of you are different in some other significant ways - the kind that you likely can't reconcile.

I just want to forget. Even though it's approraching the 10th anniversary of when I first reencountered her. It has been nothing but misery.